Merry Christmas My Friends..

- Christmas in My Heart -
- Sarah Connor Apply by Mephisito -

Every time we say goodbye
There is something breaking deep inside
I try to hide my feelings to keep myself controlled
But somehow I can't deny what's deep inside my soul

After always on the run
So many different places having fun
But like river always knows just where to flow
Now that dis-every comes a feel like coming home

It's Christmas in my heart when I'm with you
No matter where we are or what we do
Tomorrow maybe great
We may be torn apart
But if you stay tonight
It's Christmas in my heart
It's Christmas in my heart

I don't know how just stay alive
Without your touch without you by my side
Just like the deserts always waiting for the rain
Oh baby I wish the holly night will come again

It's Christmas in my heart when I'm with you
No matter where we are or what we do
Tomorrow may be great
We may be torn apart
But if you stay tonight
It's Christmas in my heart

Everywhere I could and everywhere I know
It makes a lots of wishes for a same o'clock
But what I really need tonight is for you to come and hold me tight
What a Christmas without you here by my side
I need you tonight

It's Christmas in my heart when I'm with you
No matter where we are or what we do
Tomorrow maybe great
We may be torn apart
Baby if you stay tonight for Christmas
You'll fulfill at all my wishes
If you stay tonight it's Christmas in my heart
It's Christmas in my heart
It's Christmas in my heart

♥ How can I forget you when your always on my mind? ♥
♥ How can I not want you when your all I want inside? ♥
♥ How can I let you go when I can't see us apart? ♥
♥ How can I not love you when you control my heart? ♥

Sing by Leona Lewis - Happy -

Someone once told me
That you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can't have everything

Don't you take chances
You might feel the pain
Don't you love in vain
Cause love won't set you free

I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy but safe as could be

So what if it hurts me
So what if I break down
So what if this world
Just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about
Other pain in front of me
Cause I'm just tryna be happy, yeah

Just wanna be happy, yeah

Holding on tightly
Just can't let it go
Just tryna play my roll
Slowly disappear, oh
Well all these tears
They feel like they're the same
Just different faces,
Different names
Get me outta here
Well I can stand by the side, oh no
And watch this life pass me by
Pass me by

So any turns that I can't see
I'll count a stranger on this road
But don't save it down
Don't say anything

So what if it hurts me
So what if I break down
So what if this world
Just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear my sound
Don't care about
All the pain in front of me
I'm just wanna be happy
Happy happy
Just wanna be
I Just wanna be happy

13 December 2009

Trying to set my mind off...
for those unhappy things happen around me~

Hope everything will back to normal soon~
hope things will go right again!!!!!

Elaine~ must cheer up ya!!!

Can I ??

Just play a test at Facebook~
one of the explanation is like this..

-You search for love...
you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship,
you give your all and believe “this is the One.”-

Strongly agree~

someone has enter my heart recently~
but we still in FRIEND status..
we have that heart for each other..
just that we worry and scare to start this relation..

worrying what??
worrying to get hurt again~
worrying will be sad again~
worrying cant keep the relation well~

For him I not really know what his idea~
but for me~ I'm a bit selfish~
I want to remain our relation in this ambiguous status..
cause everything happen during this..
will be more sweet and happy~
it will be different after in the relationship~

the things that I'm worrying is..
I scare myself will falling in love to him more deep and deep~
until the end I can't get myself out~
and get hurt again~

so what can I do??
can I keep the ambiguous relation?
or I should stop it and think deeply..
to have a real relationship with him?

who can help me????

Busy tiring and Lazy...

hmm~
Recently really busy for so many things~
4 assignment need to be done~

The biggest and hardest is..
Strategic Management assignment..
It is an event that we DHT2...
need to carry out together with our senior AHT2!
Just this assignment..already killing us~
too many things need to be plan~
and our management is a bit weak~
can said is a bit messy lo~
Some more we paying lots only for this event!!!
want to faint d~ @.@

The other assignment will be Hospitality Law..
We need to act out a situation that similar with our case study~
oh my god! why Hotel Management need to act leh??
haiz~ but so far we already done half of it~
just waiting for tomorrow acting day lo!
Hope it will be going smooth tomorrow!!

After this assignment~
we need to rush for the Baking & Pastry assignment..
Don't know why this semester..
Chef Jaafar want us do so much~
still need to calculate out the ingredient cost and the selling cost!!
Maybe is because this is the last semester~
so we need to do more????

So far~
we just done our Marketing assignment~
Next week need to do presentation again~
haiz~ really non stop lo~

Coming Thursday still have 2 mid-term~
F&B Management and
Maintenance & Engineering System~
2 paper also die till straight straight d~
haiz~

REALLY VERY TIRING arggg..............
this semester really very stress lo~
faster end this semester la~
sob T.T

Sick again~

opps~ fall sick again~
haiz~ always sick de~
suffering now~
keep sneezing and coughing~
beh tahan d........................
T.T

5 November 2009, Thursday

hmm~ 3 lecture class~ very sienz lo~
damn boring de~
time pass very slow~
and started take photo again~ haha~^^



take this photo while waiting lecturer~

after finish all the lecture class~
went to KLCC watch Poker King^^
with Jason Ang, Sam, WeiWei and MingChert~
nice movie~ quite funny XD
learn something about poker d~ wahaha~
after movie already very tired~
then we all balik rumah lo~

Damn hate to take LRT during the peak period!!
those aunty arr~ really beh tahan lo~
the train already full~ they still keep pushing in!!
when people want to get out~
they also don't want to give people a way to go off~
push people back to the train~
don't what they thinking!!
haiz~ this 1 still okie for me..
the 1 I cant stand at all is~
give people eat taofu again!!!!
really#*^$%
aggrrrrrr..........

haiz~
bad day~

4 November 2009, Wednesday

hmm~ already 2 something in the night~
but I'm still awake~
haiz~ blur blur de~
don't know what to do~ @.@

hmm~ already past 1 month since started the last semester~
but~ the reading mood still haven't show up for me~
yesterday having Food & Beverage Management quiz~
haiz~ no eyes see liao lo~
keep taking photo~
haha~ blek^^

erm~ cause want to remind 1 of my friend to have his medicine~
then have an idea to take some photo to cheer him~
haha~ blek:p



this is for myself~ emo~
keep thinking~
but don't know what am I thinking for~
swt=.='




this is the 1 I like the most~
^^




hehe~ this photo is for you~
remember to have your medicine on time ya!
-^^-




hope this can cheer you up ya~
everything will be fine soon~
supporting you ya^^


Need start study d~
I don't want to fail at the last semester lo~
Gambate ya!!!!

Updated!!

wow~ really long time didn't take photo d~
take some today~ hehe^^
is a happy day~

EMO

hmm~ don't know why recently become very emo~
keep complaining things around me~
why har?!
too pressure for the last semester?
no idea~
very very bad mood a~
sorry for my friends around me~
if my mood make you feel not good~
just tell me~
I'll try to control myself~
sorry ya!!