I am Elaine, Elaine is Me

我走丢了...

2011-05-02T02:27:00.002+08:00

最近的一切都不顺...精神总是绷得很紧... 勒的我快透不过气了...心情复杂得很... 好想你在身边... 给个温暖的拥抱... 替我加加油!但是事情总是不顺着我...越想要从你口中得到一些安慰及鼓励...事情就会变得更糟糕!!经常为了些小事而闹得不可开交...真的是因为我霸道吗?还是你心里的我... 没那么重要呢?!又是我想太多了, 是吧?!我已经很努力了...可是再怎么说, 女生总是需要人哄哄的啊!不要看得我那么强! 我有好多缺点, 弱的一面...发觉自己对你说对不起的次数越来越多...我真的每一次多错了吗?从来就没有主动的关心过我...简讯, 电话... 也没有...到底是怎么啦! 问题出在哪儿?!真的好迷茫... 但越是迷茫, 越想你! 你知道吗???

For my Beloved...♥

2011-03-16T22:18:00.004+08:00

oh my god!!! Is MARCH!! Is my month.. =P but it seem like MARCH won't be a easy and relax month for me~Tons of assignment and activities waiting me at the back... -.-'''And the WORST thing is.. I'm getting LAZY and sleepy all the time! And some UNLUCKY things happen on me too..Twisted my right leg once AGAIN!! lolbut this time I went for to the 'tie da'PAIN lo.. T.THope things will be fine soon

Second month without YOU...

2011-02-27T20:19:00.002+08:00

I miss YOU... when something really good happens, because you're the one I want to share it with.I miss YOU...when something is troubling me,because you're the only one who understands me so well. I miss YOU...when I laugh and cry, because I know that you're the one..who makes my laughter grow and my tears disappear.I miss YOU all the time... but I miss YOU the most when I lie awake at night...

Happy Valentine! My Dear~

2011-02-13T07:27:00.004+08:00

Dear... Thanks for the present!I can't get you anything special...and I believe all the things you want...You already bought it yourself...Here is a small gift for YOU!I hope you like it!Thought of made it in a sudden...I'm not pro in this... hope YOU don't mind ya!ENJOY!Nothing's Gonna Change My Love For YOU! and once again!HAPPY VALENTINE!Zhen Chiew! I Love You so Much!muackz~ muackz~

New Year, New Sem, New Target!

2011-01-31T14:52:00.005+08:00

Chinese New Year is just around the corner...I'm already in my Chinese New Year holiday...Doing nothing much for the last weekend...Just relax and enjoy my day at home...and some gathering with my friends... Nothing special for this year Chinese New Year...I have not celebrate it with my family few year already...This year will be the same...My parent and my lil' bro going to China on the first

One month without YOU...

2011-01-30T14:05:00.003+08:00

Erm... finally one month had pass!Time without YOU pass slow...But luckily...WE spend some time together...in Luzern... appreciate the moment ♥took this during my first class break in IMI.first time we both in uniform ^^I ♥ this photo the most!took it beside the Lake of Luzern!Chinese New Year is just around the corner...miss YOU more at this moment...Wishing YOU all the Best in your study...Take

Switzerland moo~ moo~ trip

2011-01-20T19:03:00.006+08:00

A so call study trip for my Degree program...International Tourism Development...10 days trip~ but already 4 days in the plane and airport...KLIA - Qatar airline - Doha International airport transit - SwitzerlandBut yet we have a lots of fun during the whole trip!and the relationship between BA2E became more closer! ^^Here are some of the photos that I had took...at the lake sideat the old town

week 1 without YOU...

2011-01-03T23:47:00.004+08:00

3 January 2011, Monday.Thought to went out take a breath..after 3 day straight in home!!!Raining while I'm half way..And that's not the bad things for all..Someone 'bang' my Kenali 'butt'Get me a shock! @.@It's rainy day~the car in front me emergency brek..of course I brek too! But the car behind me 'bang' me!he said he brek too~maybe because of the slippery road...and he followed my car too

New Year Eve...

2010-12-31T21:44:00.003+08:00

31 December 2010, Friday.Without YOU day 4...Last day for year 2010!I do not have any special celebration...Sleep till 3pm only wake up! =PHaving my favourite Dark Mocha now!and waiting for 2011 to come!☆¸.•°*”˜˜”*°•.¸☆ ★ ☆¸.•°*”˜˜”*°•.¸☆New year, New wish!☆ Get a Car!☆ I wish my parent can get me a car as their promise me long time ago.Already 1 semester travel to KDU from Ampang by LRT!Really

Without YOU day 3...

2010-12-30T23:01:00.007+08:00

30 December 2010, Thursday.I sleep well... cause...Finally we webcam! ^^Miss YOU so much! hmm.. Today went to bank..try to change the 1k swiss franc. note..but end up with nothing! so disappointing!What should I do?!worry hard to get change over there!!argg!! >.< 2010 going to end very soon...I have done a lot things in this year...and I done the Stupid things the most!BUT! in the middle of 2010!

Without YOU day 2...

2010-12-29T16:55:00.004+08:00

29 December 2010, Wednesday.It is now 10 am at Switzerland...And I think my Dear still in his dreamland...Finally he contact me~In 4am something over here...I'm still awake...All my worries gone once I get his call!Funny thing is... He called...and ask me to get him some instant ingredient..for them to cook over there... and say nothing else... ='(have! ask me go to sleep lo!But the problem is...

First Day without YOU beside me...

2010-12-28T23:58:00.002+08:00

28 December 2010, Day 1, Can't really asleep yesterday... Tears dropping..5am something only get to bed...All my mind is YOU! 11am woke up~ first thing in my mind was YOU!How are YOU now? Reach there safe?Clothes enough for the weather?Many questions in my mind! 1pm met up my TARC friends...at Pavilion... Wong Kok! All my mind still YOU! >.< Remember our first date? How we get together?

The day HE fly~

2010-12-28T02:41:00.003+08:00

27 December 2010A very tough day for me!The time I don't really like finally came!I haven't prepare that didn't have him around me!I thought I can handle it well...cause I know this day will come from the beginning...But yet.... I'm NOT ready to let YOU go for 1 year! T.TI have lot of things wanna talk with YOU...But YOU seem like no time to talk with me...I don't dare to disturb YOU as well...

23 December 2010

2010-12-24T03:45:00.001+08:00

What a day~asleep around 5am..and get woke up by my stomachache! >

My Man ♥

2010-12-21T03:27:00.004+08:00

I met Someone...Someone that willing to listen to me...Someone that willing to care me...Someone that willing to being by my side...Someone that willing to made me smile...Someone that willing to wipe off my tear...Someone that willing accept all about ME...Someone that REALLY ♥ me with all his Heart!*Our Love Story*17th September 2010I like the way I am when I'm with YOU!I like the way You hold

I'm BACK

2010-12-21T03:19:00.002+08:00

Hey guyz~sorry for leaving my blog out-to-date..for such long period..busy getting myself to suit the new environment..- KDU University College -Currently having my semester break..and left two more weeks to go~erm.. well! 1st semester result...not bad~ out of my expected!GOD bless~ XDso far everything is getting on the track~ ^^And.. during this period~a lots of unexpected things happen!Happy...

Dip. in Hotel Management Convocation Day ♥

2010-07-28T17:04:00.004+08:00

To All My Lovely Coursemate..FRIENDS...They Change And Become Things YouNEVER Thought They'd Become...Like Your Worst Enemy Can Become Your BEST Friend,Your BEST Guy Friend Becomes More Than A FriendEven If You Don't Want Them To,And That Friend Might Like The Old Worst EnemyThat Is Now Your BEST FriendWhich Makes Them Your Enemy Again.All The BEST In Future..

TARC Convocation Day ♥

2010-07-25T19:38:00.002+08:00

24 July 2010,Diploma In Hotel Management Convocation DayIs a big day for us,and is the moment that gather all of us together ♥Have lots of fun with you guyz while takingall those pretty, crazy and memorable photo..and I will miss you guyz a lot!!My Daddy and Mummy ♥with H1 gangz ♥SiewFun, ME and YenYet ♥H2 group ♥We're graduated!! Yeah ♥My lovely sis, Shuang ♥The memorable momentz ♥Luna Bar ♥

Gathering Party ♥

2010-07-11T20:54:00.005+08:00

9 July 2010,3 years after we graduated from secondary school...Have our own life in study and work..but yet~ we managed our friendship as well too!Having a BBQ party at Yu Joe's Puchong house..I'm having class on that day, and I was EMO...super moody..cause there were too many things happening around me!trying my best to ignore and solve those problem..At the beginning I just can't fit in myself

KDU life ...

2010-07-11T20:17:00.003+08:00

5 July 2010...My life in KDU have started...Well, the whole week was an orientation week.Everything was set up for us to know more about KDU.It was a little bored over there...but I has made up some new friends over there...was quite fun together with them!! ^^But yet, I still not that suit myself in the new environment...and I had a 'dislike' feeling on it too... hmm..We had a field trip to

I need Vitamin M!!!

2010-06-02T00:43:00.002+08:00

Super! Duper! Extremely!!Need more and more Vitamin M!!!any solution for that?I really need a lot of part time job!!!haiz~ >.<

Broga Hill ♥

2010-06-01T21:35:00.005+08:00

Weekend activity with my old friendz..hiking Broga Hillrecently HOT location to hiking...Finally~ we reached..but not yet the top~cause of me~too long didn't excise d~no energy~ XD group photo time~erm...abit rude~but is our style!!yeah!!shoes guess-ing time!!whose leg is missing??=Pone of my lovely sis~ Baby Eveanother one was here too..but she was with her boy~XDmy secondary school junior~like

Teaching life ♥

2010-06-01T21:01:00.003+08:00

The first Teacher's Day that I celebrate as a teacher~Present from students~but not for me~ for my friend~ =Pmy standard 4 student~the yellow dress lil' girl is the youngest student..only 6 years old o~my standard 1 and 2 student~too shy d~ so cute~all very cute~ but very naughty!!and keep bully me T.T

♥ Hard Rock Hotel Penang training life ♥

2010-06-01T20:32:00.004+08:00

There're seven of us from H2 being assigned to have our internship inHARD ROCK HOTEL PENANGThe first department that I been assigned to wasHousekeeping Departmentget to know lots of cute and crazy friends~those foreign workers treat us very good too~our crew leader having a farewell for us on our last dayat Housekeeping Department!!After Housekeeping Department,I been assigned to Food and

I'm BACK !! ♥

2010-06-01T20:21:00.002+08:00

phew~ it has been a long time that I didn't update my blog d~anyone miss me here?? haha~ i guess no~ =Phmm... already finished my diploma~finished the internship over Hard Rock Hotel Penang one month ago~get to made lots of friends over there~have a very memorable time over that too~going to miss all those ROCKERz~ =Pwill uploads so pictures during my internship soon....erm... what am I going to

Fighting for Final Sem Paper!!

2010-01-23T02:20:00.004+08:00

hmm~ longtime didn't update my blog d~wait me ya~ coming back soon~have many stories to share~fighting for last semester exam~almost want to die d~haha XDGambate to all my FRIENDSTwo more papers to go~Out nightmare going to end soon!!!ALL the BEST!

Merry Christmas My Friends..

2009-12-25T21:35:00.002+08:00

- Christmas in My Heart -- Sarah Connor Apply by Mephisito -Every time we say goodbyeThere is something breaking deep insideI try to hide my feelings to keep myself controlledBut somehow I can't deny what's deep inside my soulAfter always on the runSo many different places having funBut like river always knows just where to flowNow that dis-every comes a feel like coming homeIt's Christmas in my

2009-12-14T22:46:00.002+08:00

♥ How can I forget you when your always on my mind? ♥♥ How can I not want you when your all I want inside? ♥♥ How can I let you go when I can't see us apart? ♥♥ How can I not love you when you control my heart? ♥

Sing by Leona Lewis - Happy -

2009-12-13T03:27:00.004+08:00

Someone once told meThat you have to chooseWhat you win or loseYou can't have everythingDon't you take chancesYou might feel the painDon't you love in vainCause love won't set you freeI could stand by the sideAnd watch this life pass me bySo unhappy but safe as could beSo what if it hurts meSo what if I break downSo what if this worldJust throws me off the edgeMy feet run out of groundI gotta

13 December 2009

2009-12-13T00:42:00.001+08:00

Trying to set my mind off...for those unhappy things happen around me~Hope everything will back to normal soon~hope things will go right again!!!!!Elaine~ must cheer up ya!!!

Can I ??

2009-11-27T13:22:00.002+08:00

Just play a test at Facebook~one of the explanation is like this..-You search for love...you’re a hopeless romantic and every time you enter a relationship,you give your all and believe “this is the One.”-Strongly agree~someone has enter my heart recently~but we still in FRIEND status..we have that heart for each other..just that we worry and scare to start this relation..worrying what??worrying

Busy tiring and Lazy...

2009-11-24T22:05:00.002+08:00

hmm~Recently really busy for so many things~4 assignment need to be done~The biggest and hardest is..Strategic Management assignment..It is an event that we DHT2...need to carry out together with our senior AHT2!Just this assignment..already killing us~too many things need to be plan~and our management is a bit weak~can said is a bit messy lo~Some more we paying lots only for this event!!!want to

Sick again~

2009-11-10T22:55:00.001+08:00

opps~ fall sick again~haiz~ always sick de~suffering now~keep sneezing and coughing~beh tahan d........................T.T

5 November 2009, Thursday

2009-11-05T21:56:00.002+08:00

hmm~ 3 lecture class~ very sienz lo~damn boring de~time pass very slow~and started take photo again~ haha~^^take this photo while waiting lecturer~after finish all the lecture class~went to KLCC watch Poker King^^with Jason Ang, Sam, WeiWei and MingChert~nice movie~ quite funny XDlearn something about poker d~ wahaha~after movie already very tired~then we all balik rumah lo~Damn hate to take LRT

4 November 2009, Wednesday

2009-11-04T02:19:00.003+08:00

hmm~ already 2 something in the night~but I'm still awake~haiz~ blur blur de~don't know what to do~ @.@hmm~ already past 1 month since started the last semester~but~ the reading mood still haven't show up for me~yesterday having Food & Beverage Management quiz~haiz~ no eyes see liao lo~keep taking photo~haha~ blek^^erm~ cause want to remind 1 of my friend to have his medicine~then have an idea to

Updated!!

2009-11-02T00:47:00.005+08:00

wow~ really long time didn't take photo d~take some today~ hehe^^is a happy day~

EMO

2009-10-19T21:14:00.002+08:00

hmm~ don't know why recently become very emo~keep complaining things around me~why har?!too pressure for the last semester?no idea~very very bad mood a~sorry for my friends around me~if my mood make you feel not good~just tell me~I'll try to control myself~sorry ya!!

Belinda Chee and Joe Yeow Wedding

2009-10-12T02:17:00.002+08:00

10 Oct 2009,I have worked at ShangRi La hotel~as a banquet server~that day function was Belinda Chee and Joe Yeow Wedding dinner~Belinda from 8TV~A very pretty girl~with a charming guys~Besides Belinda~ I also saw some host from 8TV~So happy lo~ haha~They're a very very sweet couple~Get some video we saw during the dinner online~

For Beloved...

2009-10-12T01:01:00.002+08:00

Suddenly feel want to write this to someone~For Joe,hehe~ do not know weather you will see this~but I still want to thanks you here~thanks for loved me before~although we can't be a sweet couple~but we become best friend~friend that really can share~I appreciate it very well~Thanks for hearing me, when I need to talk with someone..Thanks for calling me, when you're free~Thanks for still

This is me Time

2009-10-05T01:55:00.003+08:00

Uh, this is my timeOh, at times i felt like I had lost myself,Cause people try to make you someone else,I had to learn to trust my heart soThings can changeI came to a point where I could speak my mindAnd not feel I'm living in a box and keep the girl I am concealed ..Oh, I finally found the strength so I can leave it that all behindThis is my time to shineThis is my place to find all that I have

一个人的深夜

2009-10-03T04:31:00.002+08:00

哎~ 又要开学了~开学了就期待放假；放假了由期待开学~真是无奈啊~这次的假期~也是平平的过~除了去了金马伦一趟，就是去做工了~没啥特别，就塞在家啰！不知道是不是工作的太累~有一天放工回家就睡了~到晚上9点多才被妈妈叫醒~奇怪的是~我感觉睡着的当儿~我哭了，感觉很实在~不知道是发了什么梦~还是某某人的影子还没删去~心好痛~有时候会在想~为什么总是没有好东西发身在我身上呢？总是在一旁羡慕别人~哎~不管了！该来的总该来~挡也挡不住！！所有的是是非非就别太在意了！清者自清，只要自己知道自己没做错就好！人的嘴巴是追恐怖的！加油！加油！

Cameron Trip~

2009-09-23T00:14:00.010+08:00

Hi! Long time didn't update my blog d~cause lazy~ blek~ :pShare some happy memory at Cameron trip~6 of us~Me, Shuang, XiaMing, Orange, Jason and MingChert..The day after we finish our last paper~We straight go for our vacation trip~Cameron Highland~non of us been there before~just Shuang be there when she was still a child~ haha..Do know know how to write about the trip~so just share the photo we

Just past 09.09.2009...

2009-09-10T00:14:00.002+08:00

hmm..09.09.2009a special date...but I get flu~ haiz~not a serious one~already ate medicine~tomorrow still have exam~what to do...hmmmmm.........finished HR and English paper~four more paper to go~do not know why..why this semester didn't have the mood to study?feel very free and lazy~ why har?haiz~ wake up and study lo!!!!!feel that I have lost my way~it just the beginning~hope I'll get myself

泪了 - 曾沛慈 ( 孙尚香 )

2009-09-05T12:12:00.006+08:00

天快亮了能不能别离开呢沉默像首悲伤的歌捂上视线却模糊了你要走了也带走所有快乐甜蜜的片段散落了疲倦了心冷了我哭了那流星闪过我们许下一个愿望要在一起绝不分离你怎么放弃了星空在闪烁像你的眼泪悄悄划过当你放开了手离开的时候有没有一点舍不得我泪光在闪烁而我的眼泪忍住不敢坠落我还留在黑暗中守候你却已经远远离开我离开我了梦醒了还剩什么我要的幸福消失了你的心曾经属于我的那流星闪过我们许下一个愿望要在一起绝不分离你怎么放弃了星空在闪烁像你的眼泪悄悄划过当你放开了手离开的时候有没有一点舍不得我泪光在闪烁而我的眼泪忍住不敢坠落我还留在黑暗中守候你却已经远远离开我有过的快乐我都记得回忆还旋转着爱怎么停了我们都累了星空在闪烁像你的眼泪悄悄划过当你放开了手离开的时候

Updated!!

2009-08-27T22:02:00.006+08:00

huh?! long time didn't blog le~my modem have problem~that's why no blog~ hehe~erm~this month~ many things happen..sad and happy~ equal~erm~ the sad part~ I'll keep myself~let's share those happy stuff~ ^^first~finally finish all coursework!!hehe~ can relax awhile la~after that need to get prepared for final exam le~but now~ I still didn't have the mood to study~donno why~ haiz~second~we~ h2 group

Finally~ say bye to assignment

2009-07-30T13:14:00.002+08:00

Finally~ can have a fully rest time le~last few week keep rushing those assignment..presentation and mid term...my sleep time and day time all messy..panda eyes all came out already~tired~tired~tired~Just finish the housekeeping and the kitchen assignment~later still have HR min term~Friday have kitchen mid term~next week need to present Housekeeping~and finish the F&B assignment~haiz~ why this

Part time in Shangri-La Hotel

2009-07-20T22:21:00.002+08:00

Last Saturday and Sunday went to Shangri La Hotel..part time~as a banquet server..First time work in Shangri La~ nerveous~ hahaSaturday function is Yu Yan Sheng 130th Anniversary~around 80 table~ Oh My God~haha~ coz didnt served before in Shangri La~so that day I'm just taking care 2 table beverage~is an easy job for me~ haha~and the guest show his thumb up~GOOD SERVICE~wah~ so happy in that

17 July 2009, Happy Date

2009-07-17T20:54:00.003+08:00

hehe~ today just having a morning lec class~and the tutor finish it early~really sleepy o~ not enough sleep at all~after the class went to TBR have my~ brunch~with my MingChert, Annie, Jason and Sakai~haha~ we chat something~something a bit embarrassed~and funny~ haha~then we seperate~some back home~some going to library do assignment~some having lunch with some1 else~ heheand me~ waiting someone

崩溃了！垮了！！

2009-07-14T21:50:00.003+08:00

最近真的很忙很忙。。从早忙到晚。。懒虫也在蠢蠢欲动了！！为什么别人能那么的轻松。。我却要那么的狼狈呢？我太多事了？为什么把所有事都丢给我呢？！我好欺负是吗？！还是我对你们太好了？！为什么你们终是喜欢把东西留到最后一分钟才来紧张呢？！更离谱的是，到了最后一分钟你们还是那个样子！！成天只会在那边埋怨，要投诉谁谁谁的！！我们是一组得也，不要只会用嘴一直在那边说。。请你们行动吧！！不行动也罢！！不要再后面说三说四的嘛！！得到的分数又不知是我一个人的。。为什么我要负责呢么多？还要帮你们收头收尾的。。我是领队。。而且是挂名的那种。。不是给你们使唤的佣人！！我只是把工作分配给你们。。再把它合起来而已。。真的很难更你们相处！！有什么事就会来找你。。我赶时间你们就说你的事啦！干我屁事啊！！今天真的很想发飙的啦！！全部都是带着面具的人！！好啊！既然你们都这样了。。我也不必再客气了！！我已经忍无可忍了！！

^^

2009-07-11T22:43:00.002+08:00

hmm~ recently really very very tired~mostly every night sleep at 2a.m something~lack of sleep~ become panda liao lo~but~have some1 caring~beside me~ let me forget about the tired~thanks for showing up beside me~thanks for all the caring ya~thanks for the accompany~^^thanks a lot ya~

Tired but Happy Day

2009-07-06T22:38:00.002+08:00

hmm~this week need to rush all the assignment~and the mid term all come in this week~tired o~ not enough sleep~ become panda le~today having restaurant practical~doing the opening preparation..not that busy~after that when to TBR have lunch with..Jeff, Annie, Boey, ZhenLing and Rep rep..what a hot day~then we went back to college discuss assignment~but we didnt discuss more~cause all sleepy~ and

Happy Friday Night

2009-07-04T21:43:00.003+08:00

A very busy, tired and sleepy day~all of us were rushing our assignment~and all the mid term are coming~all busy~ not enough sleep~hmm~but we still have to relax..right?so we went for KLCC to watch TRANSFORMER 2..erm~a huge gang~ haha~KimSiang, JunWai, ChikBin, Sam, Vivi..ZhungSin, WengKit, MingChert..SuFeng and one of her friend..don't know what's her name..ZhenLing together with 3 of her

Dinner with friends..

2009-07-02T02:43:00.003+08:00

Finish English class~went to Jusco, Mr Teppanyaki to have dinner..with my friends~first time gather together to dinner~we chat a lot~all chat till crazy~and laugh till crazy~then we walk around Jusco~Then went in Seed~saw a white dress~then I try it~here is the photo I take~fit me? nice?I like it~ but~too expensive le~RM 100 something~haiz~ no money to buy~Must earn more money le~hehe~

我很好！

2009-07-01T10:28:00.004+08:00

我们常常很习惯性地去问别人说，Hey!你好吗？但是，也常常会忘记问自己好不好。。慢慢的，我们，好像越来越轻易地说出。。‘ 我爱你 ’但是也很难地去诚实地说出。。‘ 我很好！’**************************************************沙发上睡着孤单冷醒的破晓冷的面条热的泪痕啤酒在苦笑当时的煎熬当时的心痛如绞天终于亮了遗憾终于退潮我现在很好可以重新起跑终于能够恨不再疯泪不再掉心不跑一定会有一个人一段新的美好地铁涌出了人潮幸福涌出了预兆我会找回当初对爱天真的霸道

Nikko Hotel

2009-06-29T00:53:00.003+08:00

Just finish shower~Back from Nikko~working part time banquet server there~tired~but don't know why feel happy~Before I work part time there too~but something happen there~till I very hate there~this time back there work~really improve a lot~don't know is cause of we having practical in college..or already feel normal with it~everything go smooth tonight~I also get a chance to know more people~

27 June 2009, Saturday

2009-06-27T22:54:00.002+08:00

Yeah! finally~I watched Drag Me To Hell~erm.. not bad~It's not that scary~It's just the acoustics frighten people..haha~during the movie we laugh too~After movie..we went to shopping awhile~but actually they're accompany me~I wanted to buy a skirt~hehe~ I bought it~ yeah!oh ya~today one of my friend almost been rob~not my friend but other person~ haiz~taking the same lift down with my friend..

26 June 2009, Friday

2009-06-26T00:17:00.002+08:00

hmm~ still not yet asleep~cause still have something in my mind~very annoyed~ can't asleep~haiz~ started think something again le~why har?!hey Elaine!don't you dare look back again!I'll kill you!! 100 time also not enough o~Sure I can de~already past long time le~I also come back la~can't disappoint me again le o~add oil!!gambate!!!hmm~have some news flying around~saying that TARC have 3 H1N1

Study, Money, Love

2009-06-25T01:33:00.006+08:00

Study~hmm~recently really busy for this..haiz~but still in the lazy mood..why? how can I have more effort to study?really want to have my best result in this year!!there are nothing else I need to think!!so just focus and concentrate for study ba~gambate!!Money~hmm~didn't ask pocket money from my parent le~and my previous salary almost zero le~ PK liao~my dad ask me where my money come..sweat~

Assignment...

2009-06-21T19:57:00.002+08:00

wow! recently really very tired~too many homework come all together~last week my class operate the restaurant..without the menu and all not prepared~so a bit messy..group A get zero marks for the 1st practical..and we had made lost a fork..and it cost us RM30..just for a forks~ sweat~hope it won't happen again in this week~we just started do our menu on Friday..haiz~ all still playing at there~I

What a tired day~

2009-06-18T21:16:00.002+08:00

hmm...around 4a.m only sleep~cause hanging out with my ex classmate~he asked us to have a drinks..so we went to Genting Klang, Steven Corner~we chat a lot~ haha..but since I'm the only girl there~some topic I feel bored~then the around 0830 wake up~feel blur blur de~ @.@then I follow MingChert team go for interview..haha..I skip my class~cause of lazy~ haha~feel great interview together with them

17 June 2009, Wednesday

2009-06-17T12:00:00.004+08:00

hmm..long time didn't sleep till so late le~but still feel very tired..weird hor?!still have lot homework didn't done..feel very stress o~haiz..can't be lazy anymore le~elaine~ come back lo~don't keep think how to relax and play le~faster come back~work hard in study..I must graduate~with a best result!!Gambate~add oil o~feel unhappy~cause find out someone have lied to me~we just friend what~why

Wonderful Day

2009-06-16T22:34:00.005+08:00

hmm...started with a busy day..but end with a happy mood^^Today..me and my groupmate when for a restaurant..for our assignment...name Four Happy Season..is a theme restaurant~their decor really nice..feel very comfort..like it a lot~we take lots pic there..some of the pic i take..hehe..after that..settle my family stuff..I went out with my friend..what a nice guy~really funny~really feel great to

Finally..^^

2009-06-14T19:32:00.002+08:00

hmm...finally..everything have been solved..things that stressing me have been released!!feel really free now..haha..hmm..have lots of activities I have plan...so hope all of it can become real..recently...get to know someone..a quite nice person..feel so free when chat with him..hey..is really nice to know you ya..^^huh?! assignment again...haiz...need to get busy again le~gambate ba~

12 June 2009, Friday

2009-06-12T20:10:00.004+08:00

haiz..always want to do revision after what lec have teach...but..always have many excuse to delay the revision..really pandai to find exsuce..^^today have clear my class photocopy text books payment..3 books cost each of us RM41..total for my class is RM1122..still have lot of bill not yet settle..need to collect money from my classmate again..and for sure..they will complaint again..but I

Busy Life...

2009-06-11T22:50:00.002+08:00

haiz..already the 3rd week in second year le~busy busy busy...every semester also the same step..start school, have class,lec give assignment, busy done assignment,pass up assignment, mid term, presentation,final exam than sem break...a little bit bored le~but..everyone must gone through all this right?just hope that I can put all the effort in my study..stop think those silly stuff le~save some

爱的代价。。释放自己。。勇敢地向前走去！！

2009-06-09T21:46:00.000+08:00

说着让人伤心的话你还是温柔忽然感觉一切都是如此的荒谬当夜色慢慢落成一片漆黑在你背后当我说出你最想要的分手你也有你的好对我来说却不够而我的青春不该只是等着你回头做你的情人不如做你最好的朋友最后给你的爱是你想要的自由爱的代价有苦有乐这一次啊对爱有多些了解虽然要把苦与痛都忘记要经过好久我不怪不愿你爱也曾经美丽爱的代价我付出了放你去吧一定有个人会在这世界只为我等候看天空是那么宽不再低着头的我要往前走

Feel free now..感觉真好 ^^

2009-06-09T16:46:00.001+08:00

hmm.. 把一切都抛到后脑去。。感觉还不赖。。应该老早就抛掉一切。。都怪自己的死性格啦！在坚持什么啦。。老是在钻牛角尖。。搞得自己多狼狈。。多难看啊！嘿嘿！忆琳！要加油哦！还有。。一定要把那该死的死性格。。给除掉！连根拔起的那一种哦！潘玮珀的歌 - 谢谢谢谢你的结束冷却后的残酷谢谢你的知足告诉我别再付出谢谢你的温度记忆留在最初谢谢你曾让我幸福

糟糕的一天+今天

2009-06-09T16:23:00.005+08:00

周末。。没睡到！因为在追连续剧。。嘿嘿。。不好意思啦。。是自己拿来的！没关系。。到学院。。才发现自己没带钱包出门！早餐没吃。。午餐也没吃。。还好啦。。回到家。。真的好累。。也好睏。。洗完澡。。倒头就睡了。。然后。。晚餐自然也没吃咯！哈哈。。减肥啊！今天。。九点的课。。好不到八点就到了。。因为搭便车嘛。。总不能要人家等你吧！上完课。。还要赶去银行。。要买 bank draft。。还好。。Jason 陪我。。然后又赶回学校交学费。。因为迟交要被罚钱。。讨厌咯！我又不是故意迟交的啦！然后与班长去找老师。。老师却与我们在玩捉迷藏。。害我们走了好几遍。。天气好热哦！然后等巴士。。巴士去不停。。真糟糕！

2009-06-07T01:38:00.001+08:00

执着于自己以为的坚持，并不会带给你幸福，这只会带个你和你爱的人更多更深的伤害！释放自己，也释放你爱的人吧！努力地向前走，不要再回头了！加油！

Enough..End le..

2009-06-06T15:58:00.002+08:00

Enough le~I have no idea what am I still hoping for..Everything should be end in the early..I already wasted my time in all this non valuable things..And I already sick of it...I said so many time..But..This will be the last time..EVERYTHING ENDED!!I should back to my real life..Pay more attention in my education..Already get the worst result le..Still stuck around..I think I'll finished..So...

2009-06-04T21:29:00.000+08:00

“ 曾经，相信你是我的唯一。。但发现你骗我那天起。。我知道你不是，而我也不是。。你的唯一。。。”我永远都忘不了这简讯。。因为它无时无刻的。。一直在我脑海里徘徊。。我从来没有否认过。。我隐满你事实。。但我并没有背叛你。。可是为什么你就是不相信我呢？难道一直以来我到不曾得到过你的信任吗？我有好多好多的疑问。。我们的感情。。从开始到结束。。都是我的错。。都是我一而再，再而三的在犯错。。我真的不适合有一段幸福美满的感情。。我是一个破坏王！好不容易被稳下来的感情。。就这样。。被我给破坏了！伤了自己，也伤了你！我真的不知道。。什么时候才能释放一切。。你。。应该过得不错。。我从来就不曾进入你的内心世界里。。我不知道你在想什么。。所以每次都在猜。。现在感觉你过得不错。。应该也在发展另一段感情了吧。。那女的真幸福。。你。。也一定要幸福。。不要再遇到像我这没用的女人了！除了以整天的粘着你。。就什么也没了！

4 June 2009, Thursday

2009-06-04T21:22:00.000+08:00

long time didn't update my blog..cause I'm almost missing myself once again..just thought I can pass through it..but the truth is not that easy as I thought..it really very sad for someone you been so close before..and now is all gone..nothing left..that person just like a stranger..standing in front you..and you have nothing to speak with..100% zero interaction......since that day..I really miss

26 May 2009, Tuesday

2009-05-26T00:52:00.000+08:00

hmm..same as usual~can't asleep again~so I went to Tarcian web~found some meaningful words~sharing here...******************************************************************最珍贵的字不是～我爱你～其实在爱情里的许多道理我们都很清楚知道要不要去遵循是看一个人的勇气够不够多我们都了解爱一个人的专情，等一个人的痴情；守一个人的决心，离一个人的狠心。但那又怎样呢？当决心爱一个人时...(他)离你而去当决定等一个人时...(他)身旁已经有人当决心守一个人时...(他)却断然的拒绝当决定离一个人时...才在彼此后悔......得到的太多使我们不懂珍惜....失去的太多使我们决心堕落....爱的纷争太多..

24 May 2009, Sunday

2009-05-24T00:28:00.000+08:00

hmm..suddenly feel very empty..don't what can I do for myself..things around me seem didn't have any matter with me..I look like in a that I don't know..what problem am I facing??Tomorrow will be the first week for me..to be in my second year diploma...during the whole semester break..what have I done??nothing..I have done nothing at all..but everyday still sleep very late..is totally empty for

22 May 2009, Friday

2009-05-22T01:28:00.000+08:00

A moody midnight..still not yet asleep...so went to visit my friend's blog...hmm...few of my friends having some relation stories with their other part..some is sad stories..some is happy stories..like my 'jimui' Baby Eve..hers blog..same..full of her with her hubby stories..a very very very sweet couple...well...sometime will have some sad stories..but mostly is happy stories between them..hope

15.5.2009, Friday

2009-05-15T23:15:00.000+08:00

hmm..the third day I'm in sick..feel better abit le~hehe..but still not scare wor~keep eat fried food and spicy food~drink cold drinks~late sleep.....that's why haven't get well...still need to work..haiz..nowadays de children really very naughty o~don't what happen to them~haiz..just primary school..started said who like who la~said those dirty words~said those sex stuff..oh my god~I as their

Sick le~~

2009-05-12T21:56:00.000+08:00

Today went for work..Cause tuition's teacher have problem need to settle..She asked me to replace her..What a bad day..Those student know teacher not here..Started to be naughty..haiz...no matter how I scold..shout..No one was bothering me..Argg....angry a!!The worst is...Don't know why..After having my lunch--asam laksa..I started flu...and it become worst and worst now!!suffering!!Don't know is

Holiday...hmm..

2009-05-06T10:09:00.000+08:00

Hmm..already one week holidays..What I have done during this week??Let's see...Erm..I have clean my room..clear all my notes and book for the first year..Doing my part time job..Helping my mum do some housework..Watch drama..and read the book I have buy..hmm..also many things le wor..but why I still feel so empty??haiz..everytime break also like this de..What else can I do??

Sem Break..

2009-05-01T21:10:00.000+08:00

hmm..Finally finish exam le..Now is holiday time..During exam already few night didnt sleep well le..Finish exam..also like that..Cause watch drama till late night..haha..Do not know is because of them or what..I bought some book at Popular yesterday..Jason, MingChert and Boey keep said those book good..so I went to bought some to read..hehe..Hope I will get some idea from those book..For A

祝福你。。也祝福我自己。。

2009-04-26T18:39:00.000+08:00

爱情结束了，并不消失，离了婚或分了手的男女要做回朋友，有点难！不过，就爱的人生习惯或人生观点，不知不觉中变成自身难以割舍的一部分。谢谢你，在人生途中曾与我同车共路，而你信守承诺载送到其中终点站。分手，不必回头；回头，只会让彼此变了岁月的化石，倒不如就此继续往前走。。。爱情结束了，并不会消失，只会潜藏心里一个角落，得到宽容，还有得到祝福。。。

Deadline..Computer test..

2009-04-25T08:50:00.000+08:00

Haiz..my deadline reach le..hmm..better than before lo..at least have something in my brain..not blank at all..Yesterday sleep at 1a.m..just now wake up at 6a.m..I over sleep again..thought want to wake up at 3a.m study de..sleep till like pig..can't notice the alarm ring..haha..really a pig..hmm..later exam lo..hope can answer all la..pass already very thanks god lo..Good Luck to all my

白羊座的我

2009-04-23T23:49:00.000+08:00

{+} 个人作风随兴所至，不按牌理出牌！白羊通常有大而化之，不拘小节，同时有点随兴所至，不按牌理出牌。他们可以把事情做好，但受不了按照规则行事，他们的原则是─告诉我要做什么，但不要告诉我怎么做！至于其他的繁文缛节，比如说做早操、精神训话、维护环境整洁、文件归档之类的琐事，就更是让他们头大加三级。基本上白羊的优点是行动快速有冲劲，如硬要他们慢下脚步来打理其他的琐事，就等于扼杀了他们的生命力。与其让他们一脸痛苦的写报告、填单据、还不如由其他的土象星座来帮他们分担这些日常行政业务，反而更有效率，也更适才适用。{+} 五大缺点★ 衝動做事從不考慮清楚★ 沒耐心沒毅力★ 壞脾氣且喜怒無常★ 說話直接常常傷人★ 自私孩子氣{+} 对缘分的看法喜歡直接的白羊不相信有緣份、宿命這種東西，堅信我命由我不由天！在愛情的道路上遭受到挫折打擊，管他什麼上天注定，管他什麼緣份宿命……就算向上天挑戰，

23 April 2009, Wednesday

2009-04-23T23:36:00.000+08:00

haiz..can't study..can't concentrate at all..Today went to college study..thought can more concentrate on study..but it just didn't work...I keep day dreaming..everything about the subject just can't get in my mind..Saturday exam le..now still empty..wait fail...haiz..what can I do..I just can't pay attention!!******************************************************************Something you decided

20 April 2009, Monday

2009-04-20T04:16:00.000+08:00

没有办法回首的过去，就别再执着，自己一谓的坚持，只会带给大家更多不愉快的回忆！没有办法回到过去，就要努力的往前走，反省自己的过错，时时警惕自己别再犯同样的错误了！没有办法继续的缘分，就别再强求，这只会让自己显得更落魄，这只会让别人更加的讨厌自己罢了！没有办法回到的过去，就别一直惦记着，这样只会让自己更难受，也会让别人跟着你一起受苦，那又何必呢？在这样的拖拉着对方，只会让对方增加对你的恨意！在对方的心里留下最深的回忆，把美好的回忆都给抛弃了！这是你要得吗？现在的才领悟到这一点。。会不会太迟了呢？不会！！只要释放自己！努力的继续往前走，努力的活出自我，方能对得起自己，对得起曾经深爱过你的人，对得起那些在你身边不断支持以及扶持你的朋友！！努力加油哦！只要笑一笑，没什么事是解决不了的！！把过去的美好回忆好好的收起吧！一年后。。甚至十年后。。当你突然想起时，你会甜在心里的说，

18 April 2009, Saturday, 2:50a.m

2009-04-18T02:40:00.000+08:00

well..almost 3 in the morning..just finish up doing the notes for Tamadun..having a cup coffee to refresh my mind...going to bed later..tomorrow still have computer practical class..last class...for this semester..huh..time really past fast..just like that..i'm going to finish my first year Diploma in Hotel Management..erm..result not bad..haha..didnt really study well...just play play there..

Final Exam...

2009-04-17T16:19:00.000+08:00

haiz..exam exam..this sem non-stop..Next Monday start exam le..Plus the first paper is Tamadun Islam Dan Asia!!I hate the most!! but what to do?Today have been through all the kuliah!!Sweat the book know me more than I know them..At the first only la..haha..Now..can la..only for Tamadun China and Jepun..wahaha..so happy...i make myself understand it le..now juz need to memorize some important

New Beginning

2009-04-15T20:48:00.001+08:00

很久之前犯的无心之过每个人都记得直到天长地久仿佛我活着就是为了犯错还没开始做就觉得不会成功有一天突然厌倦这种生活挥手把头顶上的乌云一扫而空被帖很久的标签丢到脑后世界准备迎接另一个我This is a New Beginning全新的自己烦恼都过去好运就要降临New Beginning全新的心情莫名的自信想做什么都行New Beginning今天我决定朝梦想前进不会再放弃A New Beginning全新的世纪在眼前开启打不得跨过去不成熟的爱情留下伤口每一秒都记得直到天长地久仿佛我恋爱就是为了犯错还没有表白就觉得不会成功有一天突然厌倦这种生活挥手把自我怀疑全都一扫而空期盼的心情重新蠢蠢欲动粉红色的未来开始倒数*******************************************************recently listening 深白色二人组

Modeling..

2009-04-14T21:05:00.000+08:00

Monday..I be Zhen Ling's fren model..Yin..She is fashion design course..This sem is her final sem..So there are going to present their final assignment..Wow..really many lenglui there!!haha..i'm just a small people there..this the pic I take on that day..ROCK STAR..wahaha..*****************************************************************

The Rose

2009-04-14T08:32:00.000+08:00

Some say loveIt is a riverThat drowns tender reedSome say loveIt is a razorThat leaves your soul to bleedSome say loveIt is a hungerThat endless aching needI say loveIt is a flowerAnd you it's only seedIt's the heart afriad of breakingThat never learns to danceIt's the dream afriad of wakingThat never takes the chanceIt's the one who won't be takenWho can not seem to giveAnd the soul afraid of

14.4.09, Tuesday, 4a.m

2009-04-14T03:54:00.000+08:00

Just wake up..why so early? cause I sleep at 7pm yesterday..no mood for dinner..and I really very tired for everything happen around me!!wanna say sorry for Jason..cause of me..people was gossip-ing behind..hmm..Jason Ang..how I know him?co-co activity - volleyball?school football match?or is his friends?erm..he is very nice person..just recently abit blur..hahaI keep put a red line to my fren..

STOP!! CUT IT OFF!!

2009-04-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

mcChicken n Filet-O-Fish..I know u r the same person!!now!! stop defame me!! I'm fine with what you have say..but enough!!you wanna say me fake fine..then i ma fake lo..juz for you!!say me act pity..fine too..same juz for you!!I'M CHEAP!! ya..juz for you!! I'm not mad on you..you juz saying wat you feel..i'm fine with that!! I wanna THANKS you too..for waking me up from my dream..hehe^^thanks

Tagged by ZhiHong...

2009-03-31T08:05:00.000+08:00

Rules : 幸福點點名遊戲規則回答下列問題，並貼到自己的網誌or報台寫完後，自己多加一個問題然後傳給十個人，可以點被點過的人，被你點到的人你要去跟他說，我點到你了。寫完後去跟點到你的人說「我寫完了」不可以不寫喔，不然幸福就會跑掉喔1.我的大名 : 张忆琳2.我的生日 : 3月 29 日3.誰傳給你的 : 志鸿4.說出五個好朋友 :　晓双，文虹，慧婷， Annie, YuJoe5.生日想要得到什麼禮物 :一架新的手提电脑6.近期開心的是 : 考试成绩7.近期壓力大的是 : 爱乱想，不能专心8.未來想做什麼啊 : 做个自立，开朗的人9.有沒有喜歡的人 : 有10.同學會要回去找老師嗎 : 因该不会吧！11.跟誰出去最幸福 : 我心中的人12.如果你的兩個好友吵架了 : 当中间人/和事佬13.跟情人出去最想去哪 : 那都不想去，待在他身边就行了！14.聖誕節要做啥 : 和我心中的人出去庆祝

没有很难过??

2009-03-14T18:18:00.000+08:00

你渐渐远去的背影，怎么知道会别的泪滴，无声无息流入心底...只剩下空气的隔壁，慢慢蒸发只留下回忆，珍藏怀念惦记着你...说好了，承诺了，我们不再哭泣...我并没有很难过，只是眼泪不经意滑落...真的没有很难过，越努力掩饰,却越显现我的脆弱...我并没有很难过，只是眼泪不乖乖听话...真的没有很难过，只是气氛太沉重，我感触良多...我真的没有很难过，扬起嘴角笑着却哭了...真得很想念...***********************************************************************(saw this essay in Y.G)

13 March 2009, Friday

2009-03-13T08:28:00.000+08:00

hmm..is a rainy morning..I love rainy day..but of course if can I wanna stay at home..enjoy the rainy moody..missing someone..hmm..yesterday when to meet the fashion design lec..cause I have promise 1 fashion design student..to be her final assignment model..erm..abit excited..but is a new experience..haiz..mid term coming..still have some chapter can't understand well..all blur blur..rush here

10 March 2009, Tuesday

2009-03-10T20:21:00.001+08:00

hmm...abit rainy day this morning..result coming out today..erm..no feeling at all..when reach college..saw all classmate taking about that..erm..get some influence..started worry..then when to TBR..with Jeff, Jason, Annie and Anny..all of them have checked the result..left me n Jeff..so we decided to go cc check..hoo..finally..not bad..haha..all pass..and I get TWO A's..so happy...haha..I get 2

9 March 2009, Monday

2009-03-09T21:31:00.000+08:00

hmm..today is public holiday..no school.. so went out with my sister..baby Shuang and baby Eve..haha..and baby Eve bf--Vito.. this morning have a heavy rain..but nevermind..baby Eve fetch us..hehe..while waiting Eve come to pick me..take some pic..hehe^^ First time meet Vito..hehe..erm...cute..suit with my sis-baby Eve..a very sweet couple..make me think back some...sweet memory.. hmm...then me

My First...

2009-03-07T17:15:00.000+08:00

hehe..get my salary..so I went to buy myself..the very first...NIKE shoes..^^so excited..haha It cost me RM 299.00..it's pretty..love it very much.. must take care it well..must make sure always look clean..^^cause white colour..scare easy get dirty..

First week in 3rd sem..

2009-03-07T12:05:00.000+08:00

well..started the new sem one week le..abit excited.. cause almost one month holiday..long time didn't saw my classmate..^^miss them alot..hmm..all have change abit their look..look more pretty and handsome le..haha..3rd sem is a short sem..so everything going so fast..3 week already have mid term..then continous 4 week and 5 week..final exam at 7 week..all so full..so must study hard this sem..I

Last Two Days As A Teacher...

2009-02-26T22:24:00.000+08:00

Today..the second last day for me..As a teacher..hmm..nothing special happen today..but those students become more naughty..haha..don't know why..Cause I'm going to leave??They want to kena me?haha.. I take some photo with them during the break..they are sooo cutee...^^ The naugthy boys for me..haha..they are standard 3 and 4.. This child is stardard 1 student..Isn't he cute??Hmm..what's he

22 Feb 2009, Sunday, 4:30a.m

2009-02-22T04:32:00.000+08:00

Just wake up from sleep..Yesterday feel very not well..Fever..sore throat..and flu..suffering for the whole day..the whole body feel pain..haiz..lay on the bed since afternoon..till now..feel better abit now..sleep too long le..now all people sleep..i awake..hope can get well soon..Monday still need to work..must drink more water ya..take care..